met him.

feel so much better aft seeing him.

had been worrying for him for past 2 days.

he kind of settle himself down.

he claim tat he felt much more better.

he dont wana let me noe in the first place coz he dont wana me to worry.

he oso dont wan me to disturb him coz he already damn stress out.

he only call me the next early in the morning to inform me.

think wat can i do now so tat i wont feel so useless is to be with him.

by his side when he need someone most.

like now.

(:

ytd actually i really wana go pei him de.

but im working.

now i cant say dont go work den go work le.

unlike last time.

so really no mood to work.

den just now he told me if im the one in his suituation.

he will not go work and come pei me.

i noe he is not indirectly saying tat i did not go pei him.

but i still feel like of hurt.

not i dont want.

is i cannot.

hais.

from wat i noe.

guy's pride are high.

im so afraid tat now he is in this suituation.

he will leave me.

from wat i see.

i think i hope i pray i believe tat he wont do tat to me.

(:

girl~

thanks for ur msg.

*BIG hug*

im so touch to see tat msg.

i dunno is to smile or to cry.

i did not reply coz if i did think my tears will drop.

but when i reached home.

i read it again.

my tears did drop.

hais.

im still the girl i used to be.

cry so damn easily.

i tot i had became strong.

but actually im have not.

im still 'not a strong girl'.

like before.